Hey guys! It’s Hank again.
It’s 8:30 PM now.
I’m really tired because there was
tons of information I just received from the second lecture.
There were really new stuff
I have never heard of to be quite honest like BLP
and
quite like compliant test
sexual compliant test
tons of information.
Yeah, it was a great day. Great day.
We had some drills too like yesterday
storytelling again. It was quite important.
The people from ABCs of attraction
they give you honest…
they show you their honest opinion.
They tell you...they give you
constructive criticism, what you can do to have a better life, what you can do to improve
a skill and this is what I really appreciate.
Basically they told me
that my story
I cannot tell the story like how it’s supposed to be. It should be more fun.
He said i have to...
He told me how to change certain stuff
to make it more fun, to make it more congruent
to make it work better.
Goals for tonight
if we got a number yesterday
we should try to kiss a girl
or try to get better and risk it at least
my goal for tonight is to approach at least 10 girls again
to see what’s going to happen.
I’m definitely going to try out this stuff what I’ve learned today
and maybe get a girl to kiss me.
Let's see what’s going to happen.
Looking forward to that.
Hey guys! It is Hank.
Look at me; I’m really tired right now.
It is 3:40 AM in the morning.
Just got back from the second night
and I lost my voice again.
They made me approached so many girls and talked to a lot of girls
and I finally managed to...
to get my AA under control.
I approached around 12 sets tonight
reached my 10 set goal again
and I was really happy.
At first I had a really high energy, high expectation what’s going to happen tonight
and then it kind of fell down, you know. I started to do direct sets and
they kind of reject me
but life goes on. Life still goes on
and JT did a good job giving me a lot of motivation to go on.
I did a few more sets.
I was able to isolate 3 girls.
That was basically the main goal of tonight’s objective.
And I met a really cute girl
and she was stunning
she was really fun.
We had a great time together
and I ended up kissing her
and we had a good time together.
I talked with the girl for like 5 minutes.
I pulled her back, that was the main objective for tonight.
I went and talk with her about her
being comfortable, and when I felt it’s going to work out
I try and went in for the kiss.
It actually worked.
I’m really glad it happened.
I kissed her and then I made a huge mistake.
I really made a huge mistake.
I was kissing her and then I said
“okay, I mean you’re a pretty good kisser but I’ll just give you 7 out of 10 points.”
And that was the point when JT was just looking at me and thinking
“what the heck is that kid doing?
What is that kid doing?”
He pointed out to me after I was done
after she left
and he said I shouldn’t be negging someone for a good behavior
because she’s making out with me at that point
and he literally screamed at me and said
that was one of the most stupid thing I’ve done.
To be honest I was scared. I was really scared.
I’m happy to fix that problem now.
I mean I’m not going to punish someone for good behavior anymore.
I have to say that JT just told me their opinion about what I did wrong.
They give me constructive criticism
really harsh sometimes.
JT even screamed at me and...
I mean I think it’s really good that he screamed at me
because he made me realized that I did wrong.
I need to change it.
This is one of main lessons I learned today.
I learned how to manage to control my AA
approach anxiety.
I managed to isolate girls and I managed to kiss a girl.