parts Leon Hudson is boring and routine
it's a baby factory
I want to start my life over again so
far I've been rebellious teenager lover
waitress calorie director nanny
and no more
and not necessarily in that order
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I can't just be a wife anymore that's
why I stay awake at night staring at the
ceiling in fact the only time I feel
like myself is when I'm running you
always feel that way maybe since I was
about 17 with Mac who's mine my
brother's best friend my brother who
died
I tend to smile when I'm nervous
sometimes I like
every year Mac and I lived in this
hunting cabin we started
we were the saddest people we knew but
in a way that cabin made us happy no one
could find us everyone thought we were
dead
I mean for work to run away today right
now where would you go
I read once that when a train hits it
can rip the clothes right off of you I'm
pretty sure Scott thinks the nanny job
is gonna make me less restless make me
want to get pregnant and that's not the
case when I finish work every night I
run home and I get in the shower and I
wash the smell of that baby off of me as
fast as I can
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