The never girl chat for at least like last night she came up to me and told me
something about Nicole and I thought to myself maybe I should confront Nicole
about this but at the end of the day like I'm not here for Nicole I don't
think she's fully here to find month after what she told Elise and I feel
like she told me because she knew I would have the strength to tell Colton
like I didn't want to have to tell him that Courtney but it was so bad to where
I had to say something probably gonna blow up soon but I didn't tell Colton
exactly I think Colton needs Aaron yeah I care
about him enough that I need to bring it to his attention I have nothing to hide
and I think about to go down okay first of all it was really fun day so I was
excited to spend some time with you I'm excited to be here with you tonight and
Elyse leaving I know it was like really hard for you yeah it was really hard for
me too she was like my best friend in the house yeah um so right before she
left she sat me down and said Anika I'm leaving but I need to tell you something
that Nicole told me today and she basically told me that Nicole said that
she's here so she can find an opportunity to leave Miami
and I was honestly really upset hearing that and like I know Elise so well you
know Elise and she's a really honest person and she wouldn't have sat me down
and told me that if it wasn't true yeah that's one of my greatest fears and all
of this is somebody's not here for me yeah
fully
yes that's tough to hear miss strugglin I mean this whole thing is just my worst
nightmare is trusting my gut getting excited really giving these
relationships my all and I'm getting to the end of this mapping love back yeah
yeah yeah of course Anika really left me worried about
getting hurt all over again I don't know how to make sure people are here for me
how was your day today
well I'm being completely honest I just left a conversation with Anika in which
she shared that you're using this as an opportunity to get out of Miami hmm for
me like hearing that after what happened last night and hearing that this week is
so honestly it's disappointing and devastating hearing that because that's
my greatest fear and all this listen I couldn't be further from the truth I can
this is not an opportunity to leave Miami I'm here because I haven't been
able to find love like and it just kills me if you're like if you were to like
take that didn't believe it before at least left last night she pulled me
aside and basically told me that Nicole was talking about being here for Colton
is her opportunity to get out of Miami instead of like really being sued for
genuine reasons and because I'm here for cruelty and I I went straight to him and
told her told him exactly what Elise told me well that's awkward cuz I
actually was there for that conversation and I cold never said any of that
really all she said was that you have to take
opportunities and they could change your life
yeah like she never said that she needs to get out of Miami
that's what Elise told me right if I was their conversation and brought it up
there and I feel to be complete that's nothing he's a problem because now
unfortunately if you should tell coltan yeah about something it literally was
not even said it was misconstrue like honestly she did not feel that way
perfect conversation yeah no I was just saying at least pulling me aside was
like honestly freak I want to say it freaked me and yoga I just have a lot to
say right now I have been nothing but like honest and like here for like the
right reasons so I just don't understand why like you're spreading rumors to
Colton and like I'm not spreading rumors I'm literally telling him something that
I was told it's just like shocking to me that like first of all at least would
like to say that to you like I was there for that conversation and I literally
just told them but that's not what was said yeah that was not what was it
wasn't right are you in shock this could have all honestly been avoided if you
would have just converted her exactly I don't know I'm sorry that that happened
I feel like really personally affected
I I love all of you guys I'm just gonna take her so she could just call me on
and thank you like that's just like get air or something
rock on Taoiseach I never thought in a million years I would have to like
defend my character I've been nothing but like honest and real this entire
process it's just so ridiculous I know that no idea now like where I stand with
Colton and that's all I care about she told me this cuz deep down she
thought that's how Nicole said it Colton definitely appreciated me being open and
honest with him and I can't feel for someone who cries literally every single
day Nicole cries every single day I am so unfazed by her tears like I literally
cannot deal
you