Hey female dog this is serious video so imma try not to curse, even tho
I'm probably gonna fail with next five seconds
Did you know how my life go so this video mama? Don't worry is no
It's just kind of one of those songs
That just like tells you where a person came from, what I've been through some main points in my life
Some of the hardest times in my life some of the best times in my life
So, we have some behind the scenes footage
That I wanna show y'all
So this video is like a little bit different 'cause I had to go from like happy to sad, to mad, to upset
To crying and all that
So we had someone to play my mom, we get someone to play younger me
We get someone to play my dad
We had a whole house
The house looked like complete shit
I'm talking about like this house looked horrible. We use that ugliness for the first couple shoots
This was like a vacant house
And then for the parts where it was like the old me
Like the younger me like cuz it suppose to be the house I grew up in so then like they cleaned it up they made
It look nice
It was kind of basic one of those videos reacted not I'd necessarily get into character
Just get into the emotion get into the feelings or time to start yelling at people like
It's two totally different things. This is the second video. I've done with iqbal, and I really like him like he's cool
He's a cool director like he gets stuff done, and he it moves the right way. I really like him
He puts up in my shadows today. I'm gonna get you man warming right out here with this lemon tree
Like come on do this he's like a personal director
Feel like actually explain it to you explain what it's gonna look like
You got a like kind of move with the camera when they're shooting it like that well
I had the pleasure of working with Danielle on the high bitch music video that was
Crazy, it was larger than life this one where we brought it really down and we brought it
Emotionally to a place where I don't think the universe is seen this side of her
It's not easy asking actors, and Danielle to go well past their comfort zone and to get raw and emotional
It's hard to get into the mode to really sort of show your soul, and I think we have some
provocative and really touching moments.
all my, all my other music videos like the cameras always been on a stand or it was a drone so ths one
Cool like having like someone's holding a camera the whole time
But then guys better be getting paid $500 hours because you see them with that camera and it's like a dude this big
What a camera like the size of this house, and he's all like
The fake mom she was cool when I was yelling at her
I was like I felt like kind of bad because I didn't give me a reason to yell at her
I was like this is acting you know I feel bad
I'm not a mom, but talking to her and yelling at her and being yelled at by her. It's it makes me sad
even though it's make believe you know that maybe some of it is based on real life. I feel like I kind of understand that kind of
single-parent relationship, and it's hard parenting is really hard and so I just relate to
What she went through as a young woman and I relate to her mom how hard single parenting is?
She was so good. It was like kind of tripping me out like she's stating character through takes. She's stating character
How I do shit is like you tell me to play a part like you're like okay?
We're gonna do the scene where bah blah? I'm gonna. Go. I'm gonna do that as soon as the camera cuts
I'm gonna start laughing or do some weird stuff like that
In the trailer we're just talking shit, yell at each other
But this lady like through me takes when when we say cut she was still like crying and still like shaking her head and like
Sniffling and like holding like you like a sick lady like you don't know me
I was like kind of like wait am I like hurting her feelings. I think she was like I
Was like that really hurts you like
What say you right now walking out of my room and out the back door
Was like crazy for me because I haven't snuck out in a long time
listen I'm gonna finesse er of sneaking out like I
That's me I can do that every day if I wanted to I can not no one would even know
Cuz I'm just I'm a good liar. I'm a good storyteller
it's really like making out with my thing like I used to always sneak out and like no one would ever know I
Start sneaking out and just not caring is leaving with you laughs alarm on midday. I'm going I'm walking out this meets my over
I'm going by man
I just kind of didn't care and so it was like me doing that it was kind of like damn
I haven't done this in a long time
This kind of feels good. They really made that room look like my room
I
Even love your singing, but I didn't understand what you were saying I
Was like your mama give you like 25 Red Bull before you came so shot from boy
And or actually like they are really from boy and like they really are like not know don't even eat this like this is
Like they are this from point okay by female dogs
Thank you for watching my BTS from my music video mama
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