I lost myself into the night
And I flew higher
Than I had ever but I still felt small
I clipped my wings and fell from flight
To open water
And floated farther away from myself
And I swam in the wakes of imposters
Just to feel what it's like to pretend
There's no dreams in the waves only monsters
And the monsters are my only friends
They're all that I was
And never could be
Eyes! in the dead still water
Tried! but it pushed back harder
Cauterized
and atrophied
This is my unbecoming
Knives! in the backs of martyrs
Lives! in the burning fodder
Cauterized
and atrophied
This is my unbecoming!
You found me drifted out to sea
It's automatic
It's telepathic
You always knew me
And you laugh as I search for a harbor
As you point where your halo had been
But the light in your eyes has been squandered
There's no angel in you in the end
And all that I was
I've left behind me
Eyes! in the dead still water
Tried! but it pushed back harder
Cauterized
and atrophied
This is my unbecoming
Knives! in the backs of martyrs
Lives! in the burning fodder
Cauterized
and atrophied
This is my unbecoming!
Now I wait!
This metamorphosis!
All that is left is the change!
Selfish fate!
I think you made me this
Under the water I wait!
Eyes! in the dead still water
Tried! but it pushed back harder
Cauterized
and atrophied
This is my unbecoming
Knives! in the backs of martyrs
Lives! in the burning fodder
Cauterized
and atrophied
This is my unbecoming!