I'm happy, I'm happy
That I paid my respects
I'm not so happy that we can't pay our rent
It's tiresome, so tiresome
This hole in my chest
I'd rather be lonesome than a half hearted bet
Yes I'd rather be lonesome than a half hearted bet
Oh my love
I'm thinking about giving up
These changes I'm chasing don't phase them at all
It's like trying to hold on
In a dream where you fall
Do you owe me?
No honey, you don't owe me at all
But the death of a loved one is a reason to call
Yes the death of a loved one is a reason to call
Oh my love
I'm hoping you'll give me your trust
And I'm hoping that someday you'll open up
I have grown to know about myself
Now I'm trying to reach out to somebody else
Oh my love
I'm hoping you'll give me enough
See I'm hoping that someday you'll open up