an album work is always something
constructed and the live concert is
something hyper real it's a little bit
like putting yourself in a state of fear
something harmful could happen I'm an
artistic danger you know I could fail
potentially in front of so many people
but that wouldn't really hurt me
my body doesn't know that and so it
injects all that adrenaline into my
veins and I feel it the whole chemistry
my body changes but when you get used to
that drug you you start using it in a
live performance so I learned over
hundreds of live performances how to
make use of that fear and how to
transcend the fear there's no border
between analog and digital for me the
more I think about it the Laura
understanding the mode becomes the same
thing
we imagine we are living in the analog
world and we can escape to a digital
space we cannot we just want to see that
we have something to escape to
we can't find it in drugs we cannot find
meditation we cannot find it in music we
cannot find it not we can imagine it
there we can imagine whatever we want
but we cannot escape reality it is
always said to finish something which
you worked on for so long every album or
every piece of work for any artist or
any craftsman is always a result of
countless little tiny decisions which
add up to one big statement to finish it
means to destroy all the other possible
outcomes of that very project
trying to bring a record like our melody
on stage is not an easy one I have to
basically reinvent the record for the
performances I thought it would be
interesting to combine like all these
synthesized sounds and artificial sounds
with very much real acoustic sounds from
classical instruments and to see if I
can blur the identity of all of them
basically and create a universal sound
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I wanted to repeat a little cycle of the
same chords sang by the choir the human
sound like synthesizers to synthesize a
sound like human voices and all of the
sudden your brain becomes confused
it makes me feel like and free you know
I'm free from origin I'm free from
needing to feel home I'm free from the
spot where feel safe when I'm moved by
what I'm hearing then I know maybe other
people will too
I just love to be overwhelmed by music
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