hello it is chasey Pugh and Monica is
here because I made a video for trans
tastic so this video is kind of
important so I'm gonna take her out of
the picture today's video is a much much
requested topic that I've been wanting
to talk about for years now and I feel
you know let's talk about this a lot of
people in the trans community asked me
to make this video and I think it's
really important that I do make it and
it is basically what are the changes
that somebody would experience if they
were to go off of T and I think I am a
perfect person to make this video and
I'm not Tooting my own horn like to toot
style I actually think I'm a great
person to make this video because I
actually went off of T for 10 months so
I literally have first-hand experience
and the experiences that I will be
talking to you right now about are
actually my experiences and things that
I have experienced can I say experiences
any more times so with that in mind
please remember that these are my
changes and I know that they have
occurred for a couple of other people
who have gone off T and also do remember
that if you do not know what changes you
do get from going on t please click the
little sexy box that's gonna appear
right there - my what happens when you
go on t video so first let's talk about
what actually does change so the second
I went off of T I didn't feel any
different I actually leaned myself off
so I was originally on 0.25 milligram
milliliters I don't know of Dallas
Jarrell which is a Canadian brand
whatever and I didn't feel any
difference I slowly wean myself off like
0.5 so I kind of got off after like 4
weeks or something and I I still felt
very okay and the acne just started to
pour in after 2 months and that lasted
ho man that lasted for like two to two
to five months off of T my acne was
ridiculous and I believe that is because
like my body was detoxing from this
substance that it was so used to for
been on it for a year and
the acne was worse when I went off of
teeth than when I was on tea I had a
little bit of acne if you go through my
old videos you'll see that like four
months six months I had like some
pimples up in here it wasn't that bad
but when I say huh when I say the acne
was bad after it was like acne that
hurts like pimples that are like deep
rooted okay enough about pimps okay so a
lot of people haven't experienced body
fat redistribution when they go on tea
some do most people do and for me ho did
the body fat redistribute to a pattern
that I did not like my hips got wider
because the fat dropped down my stomach
was more like mmm you know like what's
this called the waist area like oh and
like the worst thing that happened I had
boobs back then and tea doesn't make
your boobs go away but it does make the
fat redistribute so they were kind of
like floppy because I hadn't also been
on like binding for four years or
something and going back on tea and made
them more tender and like how and it
hurt and it was like bigger and it felt
thicker oh and the really great thing
that happens after like one month to
three months off of tuk your period back
oh that was so much fun to go through
that again
after not going through it for a year my
facial hair I did not have such a
beautiful facial hair as I do right now
but it stopped growing in so quickly so
I didn't have to shave like every six
days I'd have to shave like every two
and a half weeks and I mean that was
okay it still kept going in but after
like eight eight to ten months off of
tea it was just like is it still there I
still had to shave it but it really
significantly decreased and that that
can definitely happen if you want to go
on team and then you want to go off tea
forever like you never want to go back
auntie your facial hair is going to stay
but really after a couple of years it's
it's barely gonna be there so I mean
that's that I'm just here to give you
the information not judging you if you
want to go on off on off off forever or
D transition I don't
hair I literally just here to give you
information my skin started to become
softer which was great the really weird
thing that happened to me I don't think
this has ever happened to anybody else
my stomach hair became lighter and kind
of disappeared and I think maybe that
was like stress-related or something
because like that's not supposed to
happen I still had the amount of hair I
have my legs on my arms on my butt but
uh hmm
my stomach hair just like lightened
trigger warning right now just to let
you know downstairs area of talking I
became more wet if that is any
indication if you know what that means
good I really don't wanna go into that I
would just be like walking in the
shouldn't I be like that I just pee I'm
like did I just come something like that
it was just like ridiculous I just did
not understand why it was happening and
I guessed I just became more wet than I
was before
which was very interesting I had to
sleep more my whole sleep schedule was
all messed up oh my god it was so bad I
had less energy I had to like um I used
to be able to like run and then I
couldn't run and then I could and then I
couldn't so like really going off of T
your red blood cells decrease which is
the reason why you have so much energy
because your red blood cells increase
but they decreased significantly so my
energy level was just like I'm just
gonna sit down on the couch for 12 days
haha and with that of course my hunger
like left my you stuff to eat like three
meals when I first started on T and then
I was just like yeah I'll just see this
like vegan piece of chicken and then a
couple peas and I'll be fine and then
when I went back on to thank God my
hunger didn't like skyrocket but are
like two pieces of chicken and a couple
peas and I'm okay and my hair started to
fall out last which was great because
that was my probably like top two
reasons why I went off of T my hair was
falling out too much I was so scared to
go bald like it's one of my biggest
fears because I mean and I like my hair
and that's fine your lot to like your
hair if you do and it's fine if you
don't and it's whatever I'm allowed to
have these feelings so I went off and
the hair started to become thicker and
it stopped like falling out as much
it was amazing which was really really
great for me to feel that and my hair
has now that I'm back on T if you don't
know my hair like falls out but not as
much as it did before so I don't know so
these are changes that people might not
ever even talk about when they start T
and your Pete smell changes to like a
concentrated smell I guess and it didn't
change back so it did when I went off of
T which was great the sweat and
sweatiness and the sweat smell the Bo
smell also like evaporated in words so I
didn't smell as much and I didn't sweat
as much which was great and now that I'm
back on T for like over two and a half
years three years I don't even know how
long I've been on TV and I've been back
for two years um I sweat maybe twelve
times more than I did before when I was
on T and I smell like and I have to
like put deodorant on like three times
and honestly I think that's just my body
I think it would have happened no matter
what I mean I think we're a pretty
sweaty family I don't know but I mean it
sucks but you know you get deal with it
if it like it's not bad I'll get some of
my clinical do you order it but it's
like I can bring you order with me
wherever yeah so as far as I'm concerned
those are the changes that I can really
think of if you think of anything that
you want to ask me please do in the
comments and I will gladly answer those
questions now there are a couple of
things that I want to talk about there
are some changes that will not revert
back the changes that I'm talking about
here they don't revert back 100%
obviously but those are the changes that
I felt I mean honestly I stopped passing
after like seven to eight months off T
and who I feel like crying even thinking
about it now because that was probably
the one of the worst moments like to go
from passing free for like ten months
just stop passing man don't ever go
through that okay it's it's it's really
hard and I went off of T because the
changes were too much for me and they
were too fast and I just I needed a
lower dose so that's why I went off for
so long
and I was ready to go back on like two
years ago in April so that was great
good really great for me but honestly
man not being able to pass really really
did not go well with me my face like
really thinned out like I looked like I
wasn't eating it was kind of scary so
the changes that that aren't gonna
change back are your voice if your voice
dropped to like this level you're gonna
stay if you look at all of my videos
from when I started T started my voice
change I guess and to when I was off of
T no matter how long my voice would
still stay the same it does not change
back the growth of the area downstairs
is not gonna change you're not gonna
slowly like have like a like growth
trigger warning by the way a growth and
then like it like goes back in that's
disgusting I'm so sorry oh my god
no no sound effects from chasey boo
because I just don't know what I'm doing
see yes the growth does not go back are
you or how much ever much growth that
you have when you stop T you're gonna
keep having it so that's something to
keep in mind just you just gotta
remember that and remember your butt
hair is gonna stay and I really like to
point that out because if you're on T
and maybe like four months and you don't
know that you have butt hair look at
yourself in the mirror you're gonna see
a forest and it's gonna be really fun
that's all I have for today if you have
any questions please let me know I will
be here to answer them but those are
really my experiences from going off of
tea and that I wanted to share with you
so I've gotten so many questions about
it and I hope you guys have a great day
bye