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today I deal down so today is the first
day I feel like a human again
and sometimes all you want to do just
feel like a real person
no that's seriously today I woke up and
I back can be straight that's a brand
new feeling I didn't have any
uncomfortableness getting out of bed so
I feel like you know a real person so in
celebration of feeling like a real
person I'm gonna leave the house which
is what real people do and in that
celebration I'm gonna take Jamie out to
get some breakfast at her favorite place
Morning Glory
because she loves it and she's been such
an amazing amazing nurse pregnant lady
wife partner what else could you be God
goddess there we go
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all right organic vegetarian I can get
in now except that I discovered I can't
actually get out but I can get in the
car one really successful thing is that
I can now
dress and any other times that your
pants may no longer be but the sad part
is that there's still things I can't do
and that includes going for long walks
pouring my own juice it's really hard to
like reach and
and veggies on veggies on veggies on
veggies on potatoes with an egg I
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couldn't even finish a half portion of
what I normally get so my stomach is
still adjusting I actually noticed as
I'm walking I started hunching again so
like my body is naturally trying to
protect my incisions like while I'm out
in public so I think that's pretty cool
how your body just kind of knows to
protect itself so when I eat a lot which
hasn't been happening often but last
night I yeah Jamie made a really nice
dinner and I had a full belly had a lot
of pain when you have a full belly and
the only thing I could think of is like
your intestines are getting filled and
so it's pushing up against all of the
soreness and like the raw parts of where
the incisions are and stuff like that so
I got kind of a belly ache right now so
how was your food it was so good kind of
wanted to order french toast but I
thought that would have been cruel
because Eden is like not eating sugar so
I just felt like maybe next time this is
the first time since the starting and
anti-inflammatory diet that I don't know
like what type of oil they used in the
egg and stuff like that so you know I I
may have not followed it a hundred
percent but I've been really strict
right yeah well we just thought like
this is probably the best place to go
because they do you
Organic it's really clean or yeah it
kind of ingredients so my guess is that
they did use good oil yeah oil you can
eat so I'll just have to keep it like
you know high key the less the rest of
the day
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you
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I called my senator today of Oregon
because you know it's really hard to see
our baby growing inside of Jamie's belly
and know that this baby is coming in
October and at the same time know that
there's babies being ripped from
families and thrown into throwing
through these buildings and and
separated so I as a US citizen feel lost
and confused so I called my senator Jane
Lee and I are gonna look at the website
that was recommended to us and see what
we can do go and see how I can volunteer
time and you know maybe some of my funds
as well so I appreciate it you too thank
you if you want to call do it up but I
don't want to end this video without
showing you a little update of my scars
so let's go into the bathroom and I'll
show ya all right so after all that
movement I am feeling kind of tired
which I kind of assumed would happen but
I just want to show an update of my
scars and how I'm looking so far they
feel like they're healing up really
really well my stomach is kind of
turning back into what it used to look
like but it's still they're still
possibly some swelling going on if I had
to say exactly where the pain was I
don't feel pain in these spots really at
all the only time I feel pain is if I
kind of turn side to side with a twist
in my hip but otherwise I feel most of
the pain right around here here here and
across and I guess that makes sense
because I do still have the whole reason
so the fallopian tubes were removed from
the ovary so the ovaries are probably
traumatized a little bit
that makes a lot of sense but otherwise
I'm feeling really really good
I'm only on ibuprofen and I have been on
that for the last two or three days so
today's Wednesday so I only have three
more days till I'm officially a week
post-op but I won't go see my doctor
until 16 days other than that feeling
good super quick shout out to my
clothing company 0.5 CC was wearing
their hat and my official flying sphere
logo tank today one of my faves so go
check it out if you want to support me
and also support my nonprofit for
transpeople point of pride but otherwise
I appreciate everyone for watching all
the good love and yes you go on my
Instagram right now jangly and I will be
doing a Q&A we got any questions about
the baby or anything drop it on that
post all right
love y'all and I'll catch you in the
next video peace and here's the
wonderful pregnant nurse goddess woman
power super lady herself good morning
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